Saturday, September 1, 2007
headed to my fren, poa long funeral with waimeng and timonthy today ):
well although he nt really close but still there a sadness dwelling in me
the memories tat still triggered are the intercons day where he alway ask me out to play bball after school even though he is frm cscc and not somedays later he is transfered to MI
saw yuyu and some cscc people, well wad can i say, he is just 20 yrs old ):
he still gt alot of things tat haben complete and experience!
life is so unpredictable yeah? a moment ago, you can still talk to him lye tat no tml, a while later, he/she mayb varnish frm the world forever! this visit really make me reflect myself for the past 18 yrs how well did i live, not materialism but the quality of living! did i really spend quality time with my family, frens and my love ones? hmm.. or i jus really wasted my 18 yrs of life on earth busying with all my committment? hmm.. but i got all the ans frm the crying, sobbing, weeping frm their parents and fren (: if the whole earth is against you, at least you noe there two persons tat are alway supportin you and surely there is somewhere got home for you to shelter frm all these problem, and the least least least possible solution is commit suicide! whether is in family, frens or gf/bf, people wun cherish them until they are completely lost! i tink this i typical bah, whn they've lost it then they will realise how impt are them in ur life and started to regret, but is all to late le alr! so cherish ur life and live everyday to the fullest alr people with no regret (:
and im really glad tat you've cross my path alr! (: goodbye my fren and you alway in my memory! rest in peace (: this post is dedicate for you man brother!
posted at 10:03 PM
